Tuesday, July 7, 2009

birthday cards

i came from a family that wasnt always the most verbally expressive... my mom gave me a card that really meant a lot and said a lot of things that would probably have taken a lot of actually say...

ive been going through a tough time lately and havent been feeling like myself... ive been pretty sad for a couple months now. so as soon as i read the cover i knew i was going to cry... when your family hasnt been that expressive you tend to want to hide your emotions. so i skimmed the inside, knowing if i read it i'd start bawling. i looked up and smiled and thanked her and she asked if i'd read it all.

i hope she doesnt think i just blew it off...

i hope she knows it meant a lot to me... you know, i had the opportunity to say something, but i let it slide away

i feel like shit.

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