Wednesday, July 15, 2009

when the monsters come

i realized that i dont have bad dreams anymore...

i used to hate dreams. i used to have weird, disorienting, strange dreams. every now and again i would still have full blown nightmares. i dreaded sleeping sometimes...

but like everything else these days im losing touch with that feeling and losing the ability to relate to once feeling like that...

i dont hate dreams anymore...

i havent had any bad dreams since my real world got turned upside...

in fact dreams have become the proper escape that i assume they are meant to be, so that when it is time to sleep i dont have to fight it anymore, stay awake until im exhausted...

i guess bad dreams come from being fearful in life... once some of those fears have been realized, well, the warning or the manifestation ceases to exist...

i guess since my waking life has become the nightmare, there is no point in my dreams being redundant...

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